#6

I saw a sign in a music store on Friday, which said : 100 places you have to see, before you die - where I found Sears Towers in Chicago (soon!) and the famous London's Big Ben. 


I smiled to myself, because on Saturday I was going to see London. Because how can you live in England, and not see the famous Big Ben?


So, London....big, crowded, in which you can get lost pretty easily. Eight million citizens, and at least half of this number of tourists. When you want to visit a shop - there's a problem. Turn in the spot - almost impossible. Get to the Tube at rush hour - fighting for your life!


I was prepared. Even though I ran in this town in high heels, holding my bag in my hand, and my camera (which I call my sonny boy ♥) in the other. I looked more like a film character, than a typical tourist. 


I sat down at Piccadilly Circus with a cup of coffee. There was a mild wind blowing in my face. I forced myself on some sort of a thought on life. And suddenly I felt something. Like something was about to change. My heart was pounding like mental. I have no clue what was the cause of this, was it caffeine, or adrenaline? I felt that something's going to change. For better. But I still have no clue, when it will happen. Maybe that was some sort of a sign? That after all those storms, I'm going to see the sun again?


Maybe finally I will be happy?

#5

The Past...


The person, who said it influence now, was probably right. If you don't put away the things, that were a drag for us, they'll keep coming back in the present. 


I had a lot of "adventures" in my life, that had influenced me in a way. I hate loosing people, I care about. I trust too much and I attach to them, too easily. And that's a mistake. You can't trust people, and what's more, never ever get attached to them. They will leave you, abandon you, like a useless toy, use you and stop talking to you. 


My mistake is that I always give them a second chance, and they do exactly the same thing all over again. Or I just sit there, and wait, til they mercyfully decide to talk to me again. 


I turned on the computer today, and deleted all the pictures, videos, songs, that reminded me about someone, who just left my life. Any signs of their presence are gone, so that I won't be reminded of how it was before. 


I've spilled too many tears, and spent too much time thinking about the past, and that will probably never come back. 


I think it's time to start things all over again. Even if it hurts, and sometimes, you'll be all alone. 


This time will be different. It should be, it has to be! Because if I let that dominate my thoughts or my life, it's just going to negatively affect me.


"There will always be people in your life, who will tell you what to do, and how to dress, and who to be. Don't even let anyone take away your dreams, and who you are. Despite everything, it's your life, and you're the one, who will decide, how do u wanna live it. So live it the way you will never regret a thing"


Andy Sixx.

#4

I got home early today...


The weather is so bad, that one might just cover up in bed and sleep all day. That was my plan too, BUT....


Fever, coughing, shivering, and plugged nose, had made this day a nightmare. No relax whatsoever. But I have good imagination. Half a glass of whiskey, lemon, hot lemonade, and sugar - all mixed up, plus bunch of vitamines, and you can relax, under the blanket, feeling the lovely warmth, and relaxation taking over...


So I sail away into my dreams. Ahoy! :)

#3

Last night...I was partying hard. And long. 


A lot of booze, high-heels, and the dancefloor was mine. Today I was melancholic, had a terrible feet-ache, and was deaf on one ear. So typical "day after" state. 


But I am a woman. Who will make oneself look beautiful quicker, than a woman? Healthy breakfast, coffee, shower, and...


Foot massage

Peeling

Hair mask

Body lotion

Foot scrub

And eye recovery

And I can challenge the world, AGAIN!

#2

England...


Some people say England has its magic. This might be true...


But England is not as you can see in movies. Has its ups and downs. I find it funny, to see the difference between stereotypes, and reality.


People say, that English are phlegmatic, doesn't really care for hygiene, spent more, than they earn, and overuse the word "f#ck". And besides, that they're racist.


I haven't come across any racism towards me (except for few assholes at work), but I admit the English swear a lot. Every day I come across swearing, while I am walking down the street. If it comes for hygiene...well, young people keep it, the elders not so much. You can literally smell it in the bus, at a rush hour, when it's warm and sunny outside...


It's true, that English spend a lot of money, for things, that they don't necessarily need. I sometimes wonder, if they are addicted, or just like shopping? 


I'm not a fan of shopping, I don't like it that much. Every shopping I must do, I treat like a necessity (it's kinda weird for a woman, isn't it? I think sometimes, you find no real woman in me :-) )


Being phlegmatic...well, it's hard to say. 


There are a lot of things, that I've just started learning, that I get to know and observe. Probably, with the curse of time, I will notice more things...


Do you think, that it's better to blend into the environment, that we live in, or show the world your true self?


This morning, when I was standing outside my house, catching the first, morning sunshine, and drinking a cup of hot coffee, I started to wonder, if I'm starting to be more like English?!

#1

Hola amigos!



I have lost count, of how many times I have started writing blogs. This one however I want to be different.


I am half-polish, twenty-something, currently living in the UK. This is - so far - all you should know about me. I love reading, music is my remedy.......oh wait, isn't that the typical preview of a teenage blog?
Well, I'm far from being a teenager. I'm a very emotional type of person. 


As I mentioned before, I live in the UK. I find it very hard to live here in a hostile environment, however, doing my best to blend in :)


Every day is full of adventures, and new experiences, which I am going to write about. Also some extras, and weekly must-have's :)


I am going to add my first, REAL post very soon, so stay tuned!